
But They've always worked for me.

I heart this man so much it's rediculous. Some people call it "obsessive"... I call it enthusiastic.
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For my birthday all I wanted was Lakers tickets on the 27th of Vajanuary. I've never seen/notice the Lakers play ON my birthday, but this is the first i've seen that it's the day before. I'm really glad my ma delivered & got those tickets for me. She made me one happy 22 year old. Well, technically i was still 21. :]
So the whole family went, which was nice cause nini face has never experienced a Laker game. Mark's last Lakers game was when they played at the Forum. It was too long for him. I saw them last season, so I was pretty up to date. ;] This day was the first date to see Sasha play longer than 30 mins. YAYZ! The highlight of that night was our jumbo tron time. I had made my usual "You Are Beautiful" poster, Mark wanted a PAU! sign and I made my "I'm a Vujachick" poster. I've NEVER heard of anyone talk about "Vujachick," so I thought i was pretty unique about that. Apparently some Hobags have already. lmao. ANYWHO... We were trying & trying to get the guy's attention... then he's like "okay, we're going on in 30... smile for the camera." AHHHHHHHHHHHH. ^^ I'm on... smiling... having a gay ol time... then they ZOOM it on Sashaaaaaaaaaa. He's SMILES. :DDDD Best. Feeling. EVER!
It felt good. I'm sooo glad he got to see it... & as long as he smiled & LOOKED like he appreciated it... that made me feel all tingly & shit. Some people around me were high fiving me & whatnot. Hillarious. Then there was another time where our section won a prize. we all got MASSIVE jumbo tron time. Then I had another time during overtime! hahaha
What's my point to all this...[?]
The next day ((which be my birfday)) I had time in the morning to send Sasha a msg on Myspace letting him know that game was my b-day present & seeing him smile @ my poster was incredulous. HE WROTE BAAAAAAAAAACK!
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He basically said thanks & hoped i had a good birthday. Then he asked if i liked his new website... & I responded... & he responded... etc. so we're talkin & it's incredulous. I get all giddy inside everytime. Everytime I talk to him/get a new msg it gives me inspiration to lose more weight... Cause I want this man. "I like. I waaaaant." ha. I hope his next msg will be either a dinner date or some free f'n tickets... I can dream...
My favorite movies are drug movies. I don't know why, but they ALWAYS have good morals at the end. Trainspotting... amazing fucking movie. Fear & Loathing... the best drug movie EVER created in the entire universe... I was just listening to bill hicks about his rant on musicians playing from their fucking heart. His p.o.v. is that people who've OD'd & died in a pool of their own vomit is hardcore fucking music. The whole time its like... should I get on that? I think my only concern is addiction. I've seen it... people dying in front of me... people going crazy cause they don't have their fix... I think i'm scarred from those fuckers. Who knows. Maybe i'll make an album & write a song & take a diff. drug each song. Lazy sundays will be weed. wait... i think snl took that shit already... : I just know i'm collaborating with Lil Wayne with one of these damn songs. maybe two.
I can't believe 15 years ago one of the greatest comediens to ever walked the face of the Earth passed away. I miss him dearly. I know if he were alive today all he'd say over and over is "I told you so."
RIP Bill Hicks
December 16, 1961 – February 26, 1994
My favorite words from him... & the words I live by everyday:
" The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride." "