Drugz.

I don't know what the big deal about drugs is... but I think I need to get on that.
I remember growing up I was always curious of what weed was like. My dad smoked, my grandpa smoked it... pretty much 80% of the family smoked in my childhood. My friend gave me chronic when i was 14. I smoked it by myself & woke up 5 hours later. I hated the feeling. if I wanted to go on the tilt a whirl i'd wait till the Pomona/OC fair was in town. It was the worst feeling ever. After that I always thought it was retarded to smoke pot...

My favorite movies are drug movies. I don't know why, but they ALWAYS have good morals at the end. Trainspotting... amazing fucking movie. Fear & Loathing... the best drug movie EVER created in the entire universe... I was just listening to bill hicks about his rant on musicians playing from their fucking heart. His p.o.v. is that people who've OD'd & died in a pool of their own vomit is hardcore fucking music. The whole time its like... should I get on that? I think my only concern is addiction. I've seen it... people dying in front of me... people going crazy cause they don't have their fix... I think i'm scarred from those fuckers. Who knows. Maybe i'll make an album & write a song & take a diff. drug each song. Lazy sundays will be weed. wait... i think snl took that shit already... : I just know i'm collaborating with Lil Wayne with one of these damn songs. maybe two.