Gives. You. Hell.

So last week was our country final. Which was AMAZING and TERRIBLE. My side was good... lol I mean, singing and playing piano is getting a heck of a lot better. Like, a LOT. :D I'm pretty satisfied. I just wish my hands didn't cramp when i get cold or when it just WANTS to cramp. -_-

The main thing that I wasn't on board with the final was b/d Gabriel was my duet/playing partner, AND we had to sing Lady Antebellum's I Need You Now. Shit was surreal when we sang it. I'm glad we only had to practice for a little bit. I would've gone crazy if we had to spend weeks on it. i just hate how he SWEARS we'll get back together. SO NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. Don't get me wrong, Gabe was my babe, but that shiEt was a year ago, and he broke MY heart. mkay.

So when we finally sang the song I made it serious, clearly b/c we've done the EXACT thing the song implies and I knew if we acted we'd get more points. When we finished I speed walked to the restroom crying. a bit. it wasn't rediculous. i kept it together. I remembered Ruben. Which is still puzzling with our situation... either way i had to get Gabe out of my mind. Nina pulled me back to class. I did my Ke$ha cover. It was AMAZIIIIIIIIING. I don't even like Ke$ha all that much, but my Basterds song was incredible. LOVED IT. :)) PLUS my professor wants to record it over the summer. I am haappy. :D

after I sang it people started dancing around me... almost like this:
It was awesome.
Anywho. Off to work.
Lakers tonight.
:)))

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